You found this person who seemed to you like this treasure hidden in plain sight. It's been a long time since you posted so I hope you are no longer with him. I actually feel better already :). Its hard to keep letting someone doing this know youre there for them and still thinking of them as your partner (I havent seen him in a month). Only when he has some sort of an emotional meltdown his goes silent. I don't know is the answer. It was a passionate resolution, and things seems righted. Seriously. 3. Thats what I am learning. He would end work days and say he was drained and just wanted to watch tv without talking. Thank you. This cookie is set by GDPR Cookie Consent plugin. Any updates? He has his family, he has to work through his fear and anxiety which would be extreme at the moment. It benefits nobody. Apparently he does not have the skills necessary to create a loving relationship. I fell in love and thought we were soulmates. I was hurt that this woman I like is now talking about random guys with me. I have no words. I sent him an email yesterday trying to communicate with him that I now understand how he is wired, without mentioning any autism disorder. But Im sad because her company was a very positive thing in my life. Im accepting that its over. My bf takes antidepressants and I suspect he is on the spectrum. I supported him throughout. He also has a male church group I found for him, and he likes it, but its more a bunch of guys eating the snack of the day and BS ing instead of The Word. She expressed to us (before this happened) that if we really knew her we wouldnt love her. He had surgery and couldn't go out for a while, he got laid off, he had a bit of a cancer scare, we went on lots of trips, and I was there for him when these all happened. I too am dating an Aspie. I,d rather die than be where i am againthe pain is relentlessInvalidation after all the support i gave Since then I have been trying to talk to him again and again. Many writers like Kathy Marshack and Maxine Aston write from the perspective of neurotypical supremacy, pathologizing, peddling paltry stereotypes, directly misrepresenting or ignoring research, and claiming [with painful irony] that aspies have zero degrees of empathy and simply cant understand well, much of anything. Get a cat or dog if you want someone to truly love you and be pleased to see youseriously. I had this for 12 years it is hell, she was oblivious to the pain she was causing and thought it totally acceptable not to talk to me for weeks and sometimes months. Im able to tone them down as a favor to my NT partners. Providing no-cost, ad-free, high-quality articlesby autistic writers and professionals. What should I do? At first when he was just a bit hurt he reacted by getting angry at me. Click here to learn more: Next for the NT only join the Meetup group, Asperger Syndrome: Partners & Family of Adults with ASD. It is difficult to imagine our relationship getting better because it feels likeI cant say anything negative, that hell shut me down, otherwise he feels free to criticize me whenever he wants, and with jokes. My passions are in social justice, diversity, inclusion, literature, science, and disability rights. Im an industrial and organizational psychology consultant, parent, former language arts teacher, former DBT counselor, and founder and CEO of NeuroClastic. I must have broken up with him at least ten times and thought about it even more. After 2 years with an undiagnosed man with Aspergers (I have taught public school for 32 years and we know autism), I am left with crippling anxiety and a complete lack of equilibrium. Get rid of these sick partners. I am 35. The arguments increased. I feel he does that as he is trying to save himself from an emotional breakdown? After continuing as friends for a while when I told him we can work this out he immediately agreed for a relationship. Thank god for this site, I am sane! But wont face the point of the argument. My intention was never offend, diagnose or whatever. At the time I had no idea of my limitations as I'd never been truly in love before, but communication rather than cold, unilateral action is the key. You also have the option to opt-out of these cookies. He said he really cares about me but cant be more than friends. It is the only way he has communicated for the past three days. A life of not udnerstanding teaches you strategies to appear to understand, simply to make life easier. If this one ends I can't see trying again. We havent had sex which is on me bc Ive truthfully lost attraction. He said he had a friend who just got his diagnosis and that he recognized the traits in himself. I am Nothing. Finally she told us she never wants to see us again . I was outside of their social group but it seemed they were pretending to know stuff that only people in my group might know, if that makes sense. That I was sorry for all the times I had hurt his feelings. It is a severe type of pathology. I am completely helpless and i have no idea what to do. My husband has Aspergers, but its not excusable that he blasts me for being old, ugly and fat. Its not that they dont care its total. But i found out he has a secret account where hes liking tiktoks of sexy girls dancing but he would be mad at me for talking about a boyband i like and unfollow every celebrity on my Instagram because he says he was jealous (we used to share accounts) and this made us fight and now we are definitely not ok. She stays in the bedroom all the time. This is the second time he has left the relationship even through he has said on many occasions that he wont find anyone better then me. I was no longer of any use because i dared to ask for support with menopause. I did ask him if he had Aspergers and thats when all the blocking happened. Now he thinks I am stalker (he believes in these conspiracy theories, his special interest). I recently realized that my husband of 26 years not only has adhd which was diagnosed at childhood also has asd. You feared that the fairy tale was over. There is no disagreement he just quits contacting. Ive presented him with two examples of responses as I read that this can be helpful to someone with ASD to not feel so overwhelmed by over analysing their response. He told me about his condition in our first meeting and said he is not looking for anything serious. I married a man with aspberger I did not understand his lack of emotion until reading about his problem. Any non light and friendly talk is as if its a threat. Then, there was another fight. You had a purpose, and the purpose was to prove your love and devotion. You thought about it, rationalized, and gave them the benefit of the doubt. At the back of my mind is the gnawing feeling of what if he isnt on the spectrum and is just being an uncaring selfish asshole? The aspie detects an approaching change in the relationship; perhaps you're talking about moving in, having children or maybe you're simply becoming assertive about routines; tea times, household chores or furniture placement. Aspies dont ask themselves about how you feel about things, so we need to point it out in a way they will understand. Is this about me or is it a sad effort to keep away a world he does not understand? But, those flaws seemed to be their favorite parts of you. Good observation Daniel. But lives in a luxury building in a nice area. It's so sad and hard to give up this wonderful person. I chose to stop talking to my ex spouse/ASD once I decided to get a divorce. I thought I was going crazy. Sunday he stopped replying to my texts. Another time she had the nerve to tell me how some guy (not her boyfriend) messaged her on Snapchat and that she met him at a party. When I read what people have written about their needs I automatically glaze over and skip to the next bit of story. Put the Jeopardy Championship in a new light. I tried to keep it neutral but somehow, it just works better when explained from a male viewpoint. How can it be so easy for him ? I'm sorry you had this experience with your boyfriend. Once he told me she doesnt believe psychopaths exist, that it is an illusion. Same here. However he still has not responded in any way and Im in a constant state of anxiety as I cant help feeling rejected. Ive been married for 35 years, and cant take it anymore. So much of the blog and comments resonate with what is happening in my own marriage. He told me that he could not be in a romantic relationship and that the most he could offer me was friendship, but he needed time to take care of himself. I hope this doesnt sound too negative. She's keeping this private. I forgive him for that but i often notice him lying about something to me. A fascinating topic as I'm an (undiagnosed) aspie male in my late 40s and recently had a very intense relationship, culminating with me 'going cold' and ruining everything in a single evening. I am so sorry you are going through this Athena. One way to stay calm when your Aspie gives you the silent treatment, is to remind yourself that they may mean nothing by it. My wife and I are having a difficult time and I want to talk to her about it and work on things but she shuts me out. One weekend she was going to visit old college friends and they like to party. In order to reduce anxiety Aspies often go silent or check out for days. Even if its a tentative diagnosis, when he starts having suspects, he himself may dig into it much more deeply. Its very important to know that bad behaviour is not tolerated, no matter the difficulty. i live on eggshells.his moods can come on instantly from nowhere. Today I walked out and came back to my parents house because I feel punished and abused. I tried to change the subject, and in a very charming way, she stopped on the sidewalk,looked directly in my eyes, smiled, and asked "do you like me?" 1. Thank you. I just ended a 9 year relationship with my fianc, who I suspect has aspergers but is not diagnosed. I totally relate to this . I started to read a lot about it, especially when I was down and needed an explanation for how he treated me. Kathy, Those demands are just the normal give and take of reciprocal and empathic communication. So exhausted, so lonely. The only time we have any contact is dinner and it is as quick as she can get away back to the bedroom. Its not just that you love him, but you have free will to decide what you want. I didnt even know my son was an aspie until I disapproved of his girl friend and he shut himself out. The dynamic is pretty much the same as narcissism difficulties. (My state of mind/my freedom/my self worth). There are almost no helpful resources for understanding the fundamental differences between NTs and NDs. The oppression of living with a loved one on the Spectrum is severe. They have difficulty planning out their day or estimating how long a task will take. Its all about Them. Out of these, the cookies that are categorized as necessary are stored on your browser as they are essential for the working of basic functionalities of the website. You were accused of lies, emotional abuse, and of not caring. I am so sorry that you were abused and traumatized. Im always angry snd acting out , so Im the problem and believe I have failed miserably. Kathy, I am the NT in the marriage with the man who I love dearly. I work out like a demon, but Im 67 and have wrinkles. Guy: "Emotions are unreliable. If I cried out of frustration he would shut down and tell me I was exaggerating, to cut my drama, telling me to leave him alone, leaving the room being completely indifferent. you want to chat and resolve but they just dont think its important. Just hang ups/silent treatments/lies I never got the truth on. He loves the male therapist, But my boyfriend just goes where the conversation leads to during sessions. You felt evolved, and you were so immersed in this uncharted territory, you fell into this fascinating new world that made your other relationships feel like they lacked depth. This book discusses the science behind Aspie behavior and how you can initiate the rules of engagement that help your Aspie give you the emotional support that you need. I arrived at this blog searching for Aspergers + long silence. I have a 3 1/5 year NT / Aspie relationship. After that she has not responded to my messages, and I have ADHD and GAD so this really made me spiral into one of my worst weeks this year. I suggested us moving in together and that, in retrospect was my big mistake. No messages. I guess I have been "on trial" all these months and didn't know it. The relationship felt like magic. I didnt figure it out until year 18 so the damage was beyond repair. Im getting the silent treatment today. He has left me traumatised by the ten years of this lonely abuse, I just want to heal my self now and would love to meet someone who is warm loving and genuine. I have been discarded by NT and ASD alike. I started dating this guy for last few months. They seem to have endless things to say and talk about with each other. Why do Aspies Suddenly Back Off in Relationships (Part 2) In part one, we looked at the role that Change Resistance plays in causing aspies to suddenly go "cold" in otherwise good relationships. In fact it was the one of my anxiety attacks that upset our plans that triggered this latest shutdown. We are amazing together when times are good but any criticism he cant take. He only talked to me to gaslight me and ignores all my messages. Your decision to protect yourself came at the expense of losing someone you cared for (and cared for you). I cant. The focus was much deeper than on the superficial. Its totally private but is unique in that both NeuroTypical and NeuroDiverse can participate. I have been in a relationship for 10 months with someone with Aspergers. Will he ever want to re connect? adapt to an unfamiliar environment. February 3, 2021 / 1:08 pm (MST) If all aspies were completely alike and predictible, they'd be a stereotype but they're not. Thank you. I just couldnt do it. Hi Rosh. No wonder they need time alone. Any update on what happened to you and your ex? The silent treatment is painful, but it helps to remember that its not my fault. I could go on and on but why!!?? She left the house and other than a little initial contact, during which we were both confused and upset, I have had no contact with her. I feel stronger mentally now. I didnt know till it was too late. Yes it is hardvery.if he is meant to come backhe will.in the meantime look after You..Your mental healthlove You! Im exhausted too!! Im 56 now and I shouted last night after trying calmly to sort a small misunderstanding out. However, when the Aspie chooses to shut down, cut off, shun and even get passive aggressive, this has the result of making us feel abused, oppressed, and worthless. No they do not change.they MASK in the beginning. As we all know, relationships can be difficult and complicated at times, but when one partner has Autism, many more difficulties usually arise. This would go on for days and he would come around to be his usual self. Being that we work together, I am extremely hesitant to reach out. 'Sa tonight', the same thing happened to me with my AS friend. Never fool yourself into thinking They are remembering You.No, they remember anything negative and ruminate on it. I'm confused and frustrated. Im thinking of just sending a quick, positive text asking who shes doing and that it would be great to catch up. Psychologists will tell you that when a person cuts you out of their life or shuts you down in these passive aggressive ways, they suffer from a narcissistic wound. Do not marry this man. It ripped me in pieces from the inside out as how do you try and resolve an issue when she wont talk about it, even to the point where phone calls were not answered or just repeatedly hung up on. When we were apart, he seldom shared his life and was distant. Can you explain to us how this thinking isnt inherently self-centered, lacks maturity and reciprocity and, well, is NOT narcissistic? (Part 1) Another thing to consider is that many of us are far better at sex than romance or love. Im Brazilian. I remember thinking now this is living. A lack of empathy and any emotional attatchment. Its been almost a week since the last trigger and I dont know what more I can do. Wonderful beautiful Aspie love suddenly disappeared. In his world, gaming during every free minute has nothing do with his love. When you have an empathy dysfunction as our Aspies do, they have no idea that you also have anxiety and depression. I was completely caught if guard and told him he wasnt making any sense. Navigating communication with her sometimes feels like an impossible minefield, but one that Im willing to try to navigate. Yes our group is international and includes video conferences, teleconferences, message boards. Now he says I abandoned him and Im an abuser. He is giving me the silent treatment and I am completely devastated. First, for the couple, please take my recorded online course. The reason for this word choice is that most searches about adult autism use the words Aspergers or aspie.. with. Ive had the extraordinary experience of starting a fledgling romance with an aspie recently. My husband also has many of these traits. He cant do feelings at all. He would lie that hes asleep but hes awake and ignoring my calls or texts. I know that she cares about me and she knows that she doesnt want to lose me , thats why she cant do anything , Thats why she cant just leave, but it still scares me, what if she never recovers from this? We dated again for over a year, made plans to build a future together and then he went cold with no explanation. I never said anything negative about having Asperger's nor was I trying to label him. Be prepared to die inside. Its nearly been 2 weeks since Ive heard from him. Its a long story, but yes,I did hurt him unintentionally. Ive made it very evident to him that I love him and want to be with him. Its insanity to me. He wont go to the drshe definitely has aspergers. Your partner had seen the worst of you and loved it deeply, but suddenly this tiny detail was catastrophic. Why Do Aspies Suddenly Back-Off in Relationships? There is so much I could say about your post. With this person, you became the best version of yourself. In the beginning things were amazing. Dont give up on either of you, but never put up with the abuse. Maybe thats why I started to pull away. It all makes sense now. I even gave him a very expensive gift and heartfelt card that told him i loved him, was there for him, etcand no text or in person thank you or goodbye. Apparently I failed the tests. I feel awful saying this but I have resentment. Their yelling was loud and scary and it triggered my PTSD. We are as confusing to them as they are to us. Has an amazing job and extremely successful. Got upset if I said he was good at anything. Elizabeth, I tell her to stop talking and seeing each other for a while till she gets better, but she doesnt want to do it. That fantasy is not sustainable. I love him the way he is, but the silent treatment and being shut out kills me when he does it. Most people with Aspergers, like most people want social relationships. Edmonton, Alberta. When I recognized what I had done wrong and tried to reconcile, I was expecting us to talk it out like most friends do and move forward. Obviously this is not all the time because he is insensitive, nasty, and demeaning although he never means to be, and when I call him out on this behavior, he immediately apologizes if and only if, he senses I am beyond hurt with him. He said I came down on him hard, which I personally dont think. Filled with assessments and exercises for both you and your partner, this book will help you forge a deeper, more fulfilling . I have PTSD from childhood abuse and they severely triggered me in so many ways. They think they are the only one who feels this way. He said we would when he got out of this rut hes in. He will not change. He came up with reasons why he felt it was not a big deal and basically did not validate my feelings. Thank you for all these comments. You tried to ask questions, tried to understand, but everything you said was wrong. Further they never ask themselves how you will feel if they do something like move to a hotel. Determined to do everything right, you did what you do and dove in head first. Other uncategorized cookies are those that are being analyzed and have not been classified into a category as yet. The magic was being replaced with a dull routine. He simply shuts down and will not respond to the questions which I deserve to know. Its been two months and as much as I love him, I know hes capable of doing this again when any conflict arises. Almost immediately we moved in, I began to become overwhelmed with the life changes required and within a week I wanted to run. I hope they can find peace. So then I asked if he is anticipating a scene because he is thinking of breaking up with me, and thats when he said he is not sure. These cookies will be stored in your browser only with your consent. Just recently 1 month ago we went on a trip together and he blew up on me for saying no to an excursion. Sometimes I feel that he clearly loves me; sometimes it is a connection when we are just simply together. I'm sure a few of those potential friends wondered what happened when they didn't get asked back after I'd been to their homes, even though I clearly liked them. Many of us make excellent eye contact, at least some of the time-often because we have learned this is an expected behavior. 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